Chapter 212 - 211: Feeling Green-II
To be honest with herself, maybe Li Lian was feeling green, feeling jealous. She wasn’t the type to lie. Now that she think a out it, her heart did felt uncomfortable when she asked the question. It was as if she was being intrusive about his life when she had no right to do so. But she was his wife, she had the right and Li Lian who was coming to term what a wife meant, understood it. She also understand that what happened in the past was what make Li Jun Wei who he is now and that she shouldn’t feel jealous.
But when one love someone too much their jealousy would often slipped from their fingers.
"You mean if I ever sleep with anyone." came his question and the sound of a thud as he closed the book with one movement. Her eyes gathered at him and saw him turning his body away from her to take off the glasses he was wearing. Now his eyes on her, she pulled the pillow away from her face.
With his change of the question, she felt her words were more intrusive but she didn’t stop from asking. She waited for his reply and saw him smiling.
"What do you think?" he asked to her. Words stopped coming from his lips to show that he was indeed patiently waiting for her reply.
What did she think? Li Lian repeated the question in her head. Curious. Or was it only curiosity. Jealous. There was also jealousy. Words that doesn’t suit her because she never felt jealous to anyone. But now she thinks about it. There were few times when He Chang Min and her was still in a relationship and she saw how Xie Hue Lin would hug him. She thought they were like siblings and didn’t care. But then now she understood how she never cared about who He Chang Min was with in the past. But she was greatly concern when it comes to Li Jun Wei.
She sat up on her bed, pushing herself and place the pillow on her laps. Her clothes were a new one that was dried out and unlike before, Li Jun Wei kindly let her change her clothes inside the bathroom not behind the folding screen where seconds and minutes become hours and days.
"I’m curious but also maybe jealous." She confessed, her hand touched the fluffiness of the pillow and felt around it to make her lips move without restrain. "But I know it is your pasts, it is something that we have moved on to. Just like how I have my own pasts and walk over it."
Li Jun Wei smiled, delightful to hear she had walk over her pasts. He hope to also teach her not only to walk over her pasts but to trample her source of past-He Chang Min. That one doesn’t need any kindness. For choosing someone other than Li Lian, if He Chang Min wasn’t stupid or retarded then he was simply a mindless fool. Perhaps a clown who love to make fun of himself.
Thinking about making fun, he remembered the birthday party of Madam Xie. His eyes twinkling in a different light.