Chapter 137 - 133: My Feelings For You
The room was silent after her words, followed by the sound of winds hitting the window which was opened ajar. Her words made his heart lighter. So he didn’t rejected him because she dislike his touches. "What do you want to say?" He urged her, taking her gaze which had moved to the window that were making tattling sounds.
"Can we sit down first?" Li Lian saw him smiling sweetly as he nodded. "Okay." Retracting his hand and steps behind, Li Lian finally felt she could breath an air. Whenever Li Jun Wei went close to her face, she felt her cheeks steamings hot and her lips wanting to touch his. Taking a step forward, she heard his footsteps stopped when he reached the couch. Before she took a seat, Li Lian locked the window which had been creating distraction and sat right beside him.
In the silence of the first few minutes after she sat down, Li Lian fiddled her fingers under his gaze. Inhaling a mouthful of breath she started. "Last night, I didn’t get the chance to say everything." She looked under her eyelashes, mentioning the night where she had told him everything to find the man hearing her words with extra attention and continued. "I’ve told you everything about me and I know it had only been less than five months after we’re married. I also understand that we could take it easy for both of us until we can grow our feelings to each other." Her throat felt moist to the point she kept on licking her lips as she speaks. "That night I was too drunk and although I remember, I still think there are words I have to say to you when I’m sober."
He waited for her words and felt his own heart thudding as she advanced her words. "What are those words?" Taking her palm, his hand tightened above her.
"I think I fell for you." Her heart felt burn and something deep in her stomach tied. "I love you." It started when she first met him, her heart fluttered and when she saw his gentle expression, she could tell just how deep he felt for her. Then slowly she found everything of him endearing. Like a water drops, slowly her love for him swell into a large lake. There was a fear in her, a fear of being betrayed again as she had many times been let down when she tried to trust someone. But she knew he wouldn’t be one of those people. His love was pure for her and she wouldn’t be a person who would ignore the love he gave unconditionally.
Li Jun Wei raised his hand, taking her into his embrace and shared his warmth. Rubbing her head in one hand, his other hand wrapped on her waist. He didn’t say anything for quite a long time after her confession, making her to feel nervous at his answer. "Jun Wei?"
"Me too." He replied quickly and a giggle left her lips, one that was the happiest she had ever been for her entire life. "I know." Her words ended in a whisper.
"But," his eyes fell when he heard the one word she spoke. "I still have questions Jun Wei and I hope you can tell me everything."