Chapter 344: Overwhelmed
Jules
When Blaze texted to ask how I’m fairing, I didn’t let him know that anything was happening with me. I told him
I was alright and doing just fine. I also made sure Kim didn’t tell him as well, because I knew he was in contact with Kim to directly ask if I was now eating.
The drugs the doctor left behind helped with the vomiting and I was able to keep food down. But sometimes the urge to vomit gets so strong that drugs aren’t able to push it back,
In only two days, I felt like I had gone through one million emotions and I was already completely over the pregnancy. I was so grateful for Kim’s presence, he was a strong pillar beside me, giving me strength when I get too weak and ensuring that I don’t starve myself to death.
"Remember now you’re eating for two, you don’t want to starve your baby, I’m very certain of that." He said softly while feeding me some soup that night and I was eating and crying because I felt so overwhelmed in a really ridiculous way.
I missed Blaze so much and wished he was here with me. He needs to come suffer as well since he’s the one that out this baby in me!
However when Kim offered to tell him the news, I instantly refused. What he went to take care of was very important and I didn’t want the news of my pregnancy to get in the way of what he and Roy were currently handling by making him abandon the work halfway and return to me. Sure, his presence would be extremely conforming but it wasn’t like I couldn’t survive without his presence. It’s been three days since he left, apparently there was more stuff needing taking care of over there, so now they’d stay two more days before returning.
I wasn’t the only one ssd about that. Kim was also sad because he had been looking forward to Roy returning back to him. It comforted me a little that I wasn’t the only one longing for my man to return back to me.
I was eating more now, but not like before, and definitely not like I was supposed to. The doctor said my appetite would gradually return and I was looking forward to that because I’ve ended up losing so much weight in just a few days, and I hated that.
San’s boyfriend arrived this afternoon and we were all gonna be having dinner tonight. I was sure I wouldn’t end up eating much, but I was looking forward to dinner because talking with everyone would help take my mind off the constant panic that was always dancing around in my mind since I discovered that I was pregnant.
"You okay?" San asked quietly and I nodded as I got to my feet. I had gotten carried away by thoughts here in the lounge and I felt a little embarrassed about that. San stared at me harder and asked me if I was certain, then he told me he was looking forward to tonight,