Chapter 340: Finally
Roy
I couldn’t believe this was happening right now. Kim was right here in front of me, in my arms, admitting to wanting me to touch him. How many times have I dreamt of this day? I’ve lost count.
But I’ve wanted him since I could remember. It’s definitely why Blaze had chosen to keep the news that Kim had asked him of my whereabouts, because he had been serious about wanting me to forget about kim and move on. But that was hard to do when my wind was already smut ten with Kim and wanted no other person. I knew this because I’ve tried to love on countless times. I wasn’t shameless enough to keep staying where I’m not wanted, the only reason I lingered this long was because it had been clear that Kim actually wanted me, he had just been too scared to go for what he actually wanted.
The idea to return back here with a fake boyfriend was nothing but an unaeyoos thought at first. But the more I thought about it, the more I resisted that I wanted to do it, just to see where I stood with Jim. And also because it kept feeling like Jim needed a push to finally admit what he actually wanted. That would have been cute if I hadn’t ran out of patience.
And I wasn’t as patient as he believed. I was only that way because back then, I was trying to woo him in a way. But at this point, I was past that phase. After I left to be on my own for a while, I got to understand some things about myself. I didn’t need to change myself for anyone, and I also didn’t need to appear softer just to get someone. Which was why I lost that softness that was always around me on returning back here with San, one of my long time friends. In all honesty, San refused to help me at first. Apart from the fact that he was also in a relationship with someone else, so first, I had to convince his boyfriend that San was only accompanying me to play a role and nothing more.
However when we arrived here, San played the role way more seriously than I expected. When I brought it up, he said it was because it was fun to see Kim struggle to school his features every now and then. In all honesty, I hadn’t liked that because from the onset, I wasn’t doing this to hurt him, it was just to see if he’d get jealous- because that would prove that he liked me and didn’t want me to be with anyone else.
I wrapped my hands around him and hoisted him up, and his sweet laugh rang in the air as he wrapped his legs around my waist. I spinned him around a little just to hear his beautiful laughter again, right before I walked over to his bed and dropped him into it. He bounced in it a little while laughing and I sighed, feeling my chest start to expand with so much love as I stared down at him. It was still hard to believe that he was here and all mine right now.
I leaned over him, enjoying how he wrapped his limbs around me and tugged me over him even more, clearly unfazed by my weight.
I cupped his face and kissed his nose before speaking.
"I love you. So much. Angelo."