Chapter 315: Giving In
Kim
I paced left and right and left again, my mind a complete mess. The proud part of me kept insisting that I stay in my room tonight and not give into the urge to go over to Roy’s room tonight. If he wanted me, why couldn’t he come to me himself? Why did he ask me to come over myself? I felt irritation build up within me as I continued to pace around.
A part of my mind reminded me that he had come countless times but I kept pushing him away over and over again so it was pretty fair for him to ask me to come to him myself if I indeed wanted him. I let out another long exhale and tugged on my hair hard pot of frustration. I wish I could ask someone for advice right now, even though I already know what they’re answers are gonna be. They’d all ask me to go over to his room and that it was what I wanted so why wasn’t I going for it? Even my omega wanted Roy so much and was currently scratching at my chest.
I let out another long sigh and made my way to my room door, and then I stop to lean my head against the door while a few thoughts ran through my mind. What if he wasn’t waiting for me right now? What if he had Archie in there right now and they were having some fun together? That thought instantly made anger start swelling within me, anger so intense, I felt my blood turn hot through my veins.
With that thought in mind, I exited my room and walked over to the room beside mine which belonged to Roy. A part of my mind reminded me that if it hadn’t been difficult as usual then Roy and I would have literally been sharing a room right now.
I stood before his door, feeling my heartbeat start to pound really hard in my ears as I contemplated knocking or returning back to my room, but the fact that Archie could be in here right now didn’t let me do that, because I definitely won’t be able to get a wink of sleep if I return to my room without confirming that Archie wasn’t in here. That was the only reason I was here, not because I wanted him to touch me or kiss me, but only because of that.
I exhaled long and then I knocked twice before I could change my mind again. I felt stiff and uncomfortable as I waited for a response, already feeling tongue tied before the door even gets opened.
After a few minutes and the door was still closed, I knocked again and wondered if he wasn’t in here presently or if he was but was too night with Archie to come see to the door. I was about to knock again when the door swung open and he stood in the doorway, his bare chest wet with sweat and his pants hanging really low on his hips. His abs were rock hard and it made him very hot. I followed the line between his ABs when the clearing of a throat made my cheeks instantly darken as I forced my eyes away from his abs to stare into his face.
My breath instantly hitched in my throat because his golden rimmed eyes seemed like it was swallowing me up right now. I cleared my throat as I awkwardly averted my gaze.
"Why did you take so long?" I grumbled, lips pursed and he scoffed before tugging the door partly close when I attempted to look into the room from his side, right before responding.