Chapter 158: Blaze meets Andrian
Jules pov
Blaze accompanying me to go see Andrian was the last thing I expected to happen. That was the last way I expected this day to go.
Him opening up to me shocked me the most because I never anticipated it to be to this extent. I’ve always wished he’d open up to me, but I never expected it to be today of all days that he’d pour it all out to me.
I also never imagined that he went through all of that while growing up. After Kai had told me he was locked away a lot while growing up, I had been undoubtedly curious but I never expected that it was like that, I never expected it to be that horrifying.
It perfectly explained most of his behavior. It explained why everyone claimed he was deranged. Who wouldn’t be affected mentally after living through a childhood like that?
For the first time in my entire life, I was taking a train.
After I provided the address of Andrian to Blaze, he suggested we take the train and there exactly what we did.
In the train, we sat beside each other and held hands. I wished we were back in our room right now instead of on the way to see Andrian, because after everything today, there’s nothing I want more than to be in his arms.
I wasn’t sure of how Andrian was gonna react to seeing Blaze arrive with me. I didn’t even know what he had planned. During the call, he sounded very worked up and his voice had been sharp, like he didn’t remember to keep his voice soft like he usually does.
After we alighted the train, we trekked towards the office, hands in each other’s and it made my heart feel really warm. I wanted to say something but I didn’t know what to say.
I wanted to ask him more questions about his childhood but I also didn’t want him to start thinking about it again, especially now that I know how much trauma he went through. It’s just gonna be cruel of me to ask him about it knowing that was gonna make him start thinking about it all over again.