Chapter 115: Greenest Flag Ever
Jules’ pov
It felt like I was no longer floating away. It felt like I was finally on solid grounds. His arms felt firm and solid around me, chest warm and scent filling up my nostrils.
I gripped him tightly, refusing to let go for a moment because I was scared that this was something I was making up in my mind and not actually happening in reality.
"Shh." His voice was low as he shushed me. I felt the vibrations from the middle of his chest and I suddenly got the urge to burrow into him even more as I tried to stop my tears from coming.
"I’m sorry, please don’t send me away." I whispered.
I wasn’t sure of the amount of times I’ve repeated that sentence. I had said it over and over again and have completely lost Clint count at this point.
My head was hurting from how much I had cried and I could feel my chest hurt as well, but I didn’t pay those things any heed, because they weren’t important.
The only thing important right now was Blaze.
I desperately wanted to make things right with him and to get him to forgive me and not send me away, because no matter how ridiculous it sounds, I couldn’t imagine living life knowing he doesn’t want anything to do with me any longer.