Chapter 360 - 6 Sweet Nothings_2
"Back then, I sat at the train station, dazed and foolish, the wind was so cold, yet my heart was even colder. After idly sitting for a day, I belatedly realized I had a fever, reason returning, I finally thought of self-rescue."
"It took a lot of effort to borrow a phone from the lady at the kiosk to call Qi Sheng, by the time he arrived after several days by train, I was pitifully curled up inside the kiosk, just like a little beggar."
"In that moment, seeing the worry on his face, I thought, let’s just spend my life with this man."
By the end, Yang Xiaoli’s words contained both a sense of loss and acceptance, tears already streaming down her face.
If this had been two years ago, she would certainly not have spoken these words, even to her two close friends. But after two years of experience in society, she understood that a lot of the fearless pride was both self-harming and harmful to others.
Her initial silence, wasn’t it also a hurt to Xiao Guai and Huihui, these two friends who wholeheartedly wished the best for her?
She had learned not to be stubbornly strong anymore, but faced with her elderly parents and younger brother who relied on her so much, she couldn’t open up about her reliance to them. And to Qi Sheng, the man who had become her partner, she couldn’t divulge these private thoughts of a young woman either.
After pouring her heart out to her friends from afar, Yang Xiaoli felt much more at ease, yet her feelings were still complex.