Chapter 93 - - 93 : I love him
Leyla immediately pushed his lips off of her, allowing the kiss between them to break but didn't manage to get free from him.
"Please just go!" She exclaimed, glancing around in fear as she tried to find an escape route. Seeing her back in these shabby clothes, and poor state of dress couldn't help but mock Matthias' rose tinted glasses on their last moments in Carlsbar.
Matthias had already felt foolish when he found himself in the empty cabin. He was feeling lost without Leyla, and just kept walking around as he ran the memories of her over and over in his mind.
He had entertained thoughts of letting her go like she was nothing to him. But it seemed he was the one who was nothing to her! But he can't help but want her too. She possessed something in her that drove him wild beyond what his mind could comprehend!
And it's been like that for a long time now. Perhaps, ever since the beginning.
"What is wrong with you?!" Leyla couldn't help but ask him as tears threatened to escape her, "You don't have any right to do this to me!" she quickly darted out from under him, but just as quickly as she escaped, he pushed her into the kitchen table, making the shopping bag tumble off the edge, and sounds of glass jars being broken clanged in the kitchen.
"Right?" Matthias asked her, a hint of incredulity in his tone, "You think I have no right?"
"Yes!" Leyla spat back at him, "You don't have any right to come here and do these things with me!"
Once again, she couldn't help but feel foolish at how she allowed herself to lower her guard around him all because of that one day in Carlsbar. That day was now just another distant dream. She shouldn't have expected anything different from him.
This would always be how things would be with Matthias.
"I am already catering to whatever you want me to do, so why do you insist on making my life so miserable?!" she persisted, "Didn't you give me your word to never come here?! To my cabin with my uncle!?"