Chapter 253 - 257 A Request (5)
After the next time, she still hoped for another? In the end, did she expect a long-term, stable, and more normal male-female relationship?
After all, Yu Zexiao was an exceedingly handsome man. Being involved with such a man over the long term, even if there were no feelings, she feared she would not be able to hold back and would fall from grace, wouldn’t she?
But she was also very clear that she did not like Yu Zexiao, and Yu Zexiao did not fancy her. Their being together was not so much a case of "familiarity breeds fondness" as it was a mutual tool for release.
She was human, not an animal, and did not want to indulge purely in desire, unable to extricate herself. If the two of them had feelings, it would be another matter, but right now they were like chickens talking to ducks, completely speaking past each other, with different views on life, the world, and values, coming from very different backgrounds. Their interactions were full of friction, barely maintaining a cycle of minor quarrels every three days and major blowouts every five.
She really could not accept the idea of living together with such a man in the future!
Moreover, with Yu Zexiao’s fickle nature, if she were to develop real feelings for him after spending a long time together, and he then kicked her to the curb to find other women, what would she do then?
She knew her own personality; once in love, she was truly in love, and she would never let go. If she indeed developed feelings for Yu Zexiao and then faced his "betrayal," she didn’t know what she might do!
And Yu Zexiao, seeing her such serene eye color, was slightly filled with ire!
What did her words mean? Could it be that—she still looked down on him?