Chapter 93
He kept telling me that I can feel his love for me. His eyes are filled with concern for me as well as love. As I pressed my palm against his chest I could clearly see how his heart was beating loud for me. Still, somehow I m mad at him. I want to complain to him like a child about how he let a girl touch him when it’s only my right but I controlled it.
After hearing the entire thing from his lips I was kind of able to connect the points. When I went to their place she acted weird as I said I wanted to get engaged to James. She acted crazy and she told me as if she had control over him. But that’s not what actually happened.
Even when I argued over the room she was not in a position to give me the room but that’s when the maid tried to say something but James shut her up. I should have understood the entire situation then but I was also blinded by my anger which was making me see her as my enemy.
"Ayla", he again gently called me.
"Ayla"
"Ayla"
"Look at me"
I keep on melting whenever he calls my name with his gentleness of him. I’m not even talking about the recent situation but this is driving me crazy from the moment he entered my life. The first time he made love to me he carried me gently in his arms, kissing me all over, touching me tenderly as if I could break if he applied too much pressure on me.
That’s how his girl made me fall for him all over.
"Don’t think anything but look at me", he said and kissed my lips. It was more like he was hitting my lower lips giving me marks.
"These are mine", he said and bite them again making me moan in his mouth.
I know we made love numerous times after my return but those were nothing like this. The desperation I see in him now is something else. The way he is holding me as if I will run away again is something else.