Chapter 540
’There was no need for him to take my hand away like that... he did nothing but greet me respectfully like everyone else would... now I feel embarrassed to even face him, Dad...’ — Marianne grumbled, frustrated for she would have wanted a little time to be spent only by her suitor’s side but was aware it would not be granted after the circumstances had been limited by the watch of their chaperons. Nevertheless, as she felt discouraged by these limitations, Marianne also felt bothered... for within herself and because of the constraints deep wishes kept urging her insides ones unmannered and lacking of delicacy that wanted to curse abundantly like she once did in a separate soul the present she now needed to put up with.
’What to do... this is so unbecoming and distasteful... there must be something we can do about it... curses...’ — She thought, getting lost in the trouble again and feeling odd at the curses she chose for they did not fulfil the need her insides searched to get even. — ’No... sh-sh*t?? Puff... it feels unbefitting... I miss having more freedom in my speech... darn it(?)’
At this last one, a bit of a nice sensation was gained, as if the curse was approved by this new self the chosen became. And a little speck of what used to be commenced in the silence of her mind. Losing concentration as to what could fit her tastes better.
’No... it is still soft of a curse. It does not feel right to use those unhinged I used to spit at Paul before. Bloody hell. Such a freak he is, hope he eats sh*t back in the hole he’s in. F*cking psycho, c*nt, ugly tw*t of a $#*&@, *s&&#+@...’
"Marianne, sweetie why are you suddenly frowning??" — Orland who was leading her into the hall asked after inviting the assistants to follow them inside.
’! H-huh??’
"Did someone disrespect you?"
’N-No!’ — Shaking her head stunned by her own thoughts, Marianne felt pale while also feeling sorry to have such bad mouthed vocabulary. Lowering her head as she walked slowly by the arm of her father, being sincere although he was not to hear it. — ’If anything... I apologize for it is I that is disrespectful Dad... gosh it is good I have to remain quiet... If you had listened to that... goodness...’
"Hmm... if anyone dares, remember not to lower yourself to their level." — He smiled as he leaned to whisper to his daughter, unconvinced by the answer yet hoping to encourage her not to lose face before anyone. Mischievous... almost letting her know with the depth of their shared grey eyes how he would be expectant to see the one who dared fall in shame by her grace.
’... hahaha... should I take that as your permission to make a disaster? You should be more careful with what I could understand from your words, Dad ~’
Consequent to his mischief, Marianne’s smirk appeared adorable while imagining what could be ignited were she to take it seriously and her father chuckled. Touching lightly the nose of the girl with playful care before stopping their walk.