Chapter 266
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"I will send letters... so I can announce my visit... and know about My Lady."
I nodded immediately again. Overwhelmed since more things that made me happy kept being said by the Crown Prince.
This sensation of abandonment I’ve been feeling these days since we were to go back and be on our own again had me anxious.
We had started to support ourselves on this guy. And even though I am confident that some way or another a path will open in an idea to get Marianne out of any situation we may encounter...
It had me depressed... that maybe we wouldn’t meet again in a long long time...
Somehow. Since we have more tools we can use to defend ourselves even if they are tiny, I know we will still survive and mess up the original story at some point.
I need to be sure of it. Have at least this intuition.
Because if I don’t believe it, then it won’t happen. And I... I want it to happen... Because I am sure the original was not showing the truth.
However, the dejection of not meeting him wasn’t only because he keeps showing himself different to what I initially believed.
We feel nice with him. It’s as simple as that... and that is enough of a reason for either feeling depressed because we are separating or feeling delighted that he is to visit me... right?
’... Either way... letters... we... At least when it comes to myself, I’ve never received one of those...’