Chapter 146
The anxiety made the Lady start cursing relentlessly from the bottom of her person. It was only fortunate for the expressive soul to still be under the body’s condition that hid the frantic self guarded inside in a calm facade.
Apparently aloof to the circumstances, her leisurely pace could never indicate the true chaos she had set free on the inside of her carcass, making the one beside her; wonder about her seemingly unbothered attitude as she was now being escorted by the man who had acted thoughtlessly towards her dignity.
’... I cannot read her... The emotionless visage my Lady portrays..... What am I to think now?..... Might the Lady... already hate my presence...?’
The possibility made him shudder as he admired the beauty of her delicate features. Bothered that his actions could surely lead to that feared outcome and concerned if his goals had prematurely escalated in difficulty with exponential mass, Zeleskiaz’s countenance became rigid trying to suppress the angst a new conversation with the unpredictable lady yields.
Never in his life had he been invaded with such restless emotions, much less dealt with them... Yet...
’I’ve learned what true grief is thanks to this woman..... And I cannot believe how... Even with this frustration, her proximity is a chanting infatuation to my being...’
His heartbeat had been under an accelerated rate, causing his breath to ask for more oxygen that came to him blessed with whiffs of her sweet essence. And once these thoughts took shape in his soul... He inhaled greedily, making his tough chest puff up as the door to his bureau became visible.
’Lady Marianne... Let my chant also fall onto you..... So I can leisurely bath in the incomprehensible desires you invoke within me.....’ — His heartfelt wishes roamed like intricate glint on his ultramarine gems once they were secretly told to the yearned Lady.
However, there was more he needed to declare within his soul’s bottom.
’... Fenrir. Help your holder this once. So my sincerity can be conveyed... Disappear for a while, bloody beast... The last thing I need is for your ornery existence to turn the Lady away from me.’
Warning the deity of his bloodline, Zeleskiaz’s gaze turned red, demonstrating how devoted to winning the Lady’s fondness the Crown Prince was.
Finally at the doors, ignoring the presence of the Guards placed to the sides, he opened one without letting go of the Lady.