Chapter 74
Forcing myself to forget my silly ideas, I made my attention go back to the situation unfolding in front of me.
Feigning ignorance to the awkward stillness Marianne was emitting as her soul presence diminished... I changed the subject and threw the first random thought that came to mind to distract her and make her "come back" from the obvious "distance" she was taking.
’... I– I wonder which of these dishes have the Duke’s favourite~? I– I’ve... never asked him which ones he likes~’
As I followed the Duke, standing up from my seat and, after reflexively taking the hand he offered in my bewilderment, I walked to the fixed table next to the window Marianne used to stay all day at. I managed to come up with this question as I looked through the dishes Paige started to meticulously arrange on it.
My gluttony impulses calmed down thanks to my previous... Joke.
...
That’s right! It was a joke!!
Somehow, satisfied with this new term to call my rambling. I shamelessly felt confident again.
’It’s all about the mindset, darling~.’
This thought came out clearly as I inwardly shrugged in satisfaction, and decided to not care a monkey’s f*** about whether my outruns are mature or not.
Why do I have to act mature when I like being silly and playful? My girl has been living with me for only a few weeks and we will be cohabitating until... we... die... Which, jokes aside, I truly want it to happen in a far away future.
So! Even though she might find me a bit weird at times... She has to get used to it.