Chapter 322: Wan Yan’s Feeling [Her Thoughts]
[Rising Cloud Peak, Divine Kunlun Sect]
Without her, he didn’t know how to feel. He missed her day and night, every second that he breathed. He could not even sleep, so he forced himself to practice and told himself that, as long as he was strong enough, he could be with her and protect her.
He took out the recording stone, looking at her smile every time he realized that he could not endure this tormenting feeling of love sickness.
He asked his master, the first great elder Lun:
Why does he miss her so much?
Why does he want to see her so much?
Why can’t he sleep at night when he finds out that there isn’t her presence beside him? Why does his chest hurt so much when he imagines the scene where she becomes someone else’s partner? Why does he feel so suffocated?
Later, he learned that this was love.
He looked at her greedily, trying to feel her breath and reminding himself that he shouldn’t make her panic when he showed her his dark desire to hold her in his arms forever and didn’t want to let others see her.
He resisted his impulse. To love is to understand each other’s values, beliefs, and life goals. If he loves his sister, he mustn’t force her or make her feel uncomfortable.
"Sister, can I hug you?" Shenlian Wanyan’s tone sounded like he was begging.