Chapter 172: What Are These Weird Feelings?
Arissa took in a deep breath as she traced her collarbones with her slender fingers, remembering all of Nicklaus’s marks on her.
Her hands slowly moved up to her neck and she softly rubbed on it. She missed him. She was no longer going to suppress it, she miss him and she want him to be back.
She wants to feel him, she wants to hit him, she wants to argue with him, wants to hug him. So many things she wants to do with him again but most importantly, she wants to kiss him.
She never thought she would feel this way. She don’t know why she was feeling this way. The last time they stayed away from each other, it lasted ten days and he came to her first so, why can’t she just forget him until whenever he decides to come home?
’Who knows, he might be having fun with some other woman out there,’ she thought but immediately shook her head in doubt.
"He isn’t seeing another woman," she murmured to herself confidently, ’but why isn’t he yet back? He said three days,’ she almost cried.
She had been sure she could stay for long without him but it seems she was just making a pointless boast because right now all she wanted to be okay was to snuggle into him while she listened to the storm outside.
She turned away from her ceiling and started at her French window while she listened to the rain. With a deep sigh, she sat up from the bed.
It was already a week since he sent his last text, and she hasn’t yet replied but still, she wanted his texts to fill her phone or better still, a call. She wants to hear his voice again.
That dominant voice of his that makes her toe curl, she wanted to hear it again, even if it was just a ’hmm,’. She has never felt this way thus, it was all new to her as she was confused about what to do.
She picked up her phone from her lampstand. Unlocking it, she lay on the bed and reread his messages while she imagined he just sent them. Right now, she felt abandoned.