Chapter 8: Holiday Planning R 18+
Calvin was getting more and more free and unhindered day by day. His memories of his life were hazy in his mind like a mist.
He had vague recollections of what he did with his life, some things were quite clear while others it was hard to tell the details.
Anime he had watched he could remember clear as day, the other thing was the times he had sex.
He could remember that he had struggled with girls till college, naturally this was the case as he was not the stereotypical loud and self confident little black boy in the class.
He was actually shy growing up, and add on being a black nerd basically doubled his problems.
It was hard to be both in a culture that expected you to have swag massive confidence and game as a young man.
Then you add on the fact that many in black culture had a warped mindset, one that glorified gangsters, trappers, rappers and pimps.
Being a nerd just was not attractive, if you did not combine it with something like being good at sports.
Hence it was not until Calvin had gone to college did he get access to women at parties.
That's when everything went downhill, studying and being a good boy went out the window.
Drinking and smoking eased the anxiety he had from shyness, and from there he got in with the 'cool kids'.