Chapter 199: Hold me (3)
Warning! Mature content.
Again, Selene felt nervous just like the first time Xavier advised her to prepare herself. It wasn’t a nervousness where she wanted to push him off of her but a nervousness mixed with excitement where she longed to see what she needed to be ready for.
"All those times I tried to undress before you and when we did get close, you should have taken a better look," Xavier said as he continued to move, slowly easing himself forward.
Xavier stopped when Selene grimaced or her nails were deep into his skin but then moved again once she relaxed. Her tears had stopped which helped him to feel better about what was being done.
"Okay," Selene moved her hands to be placed on his lower back. "This has to be it or I am too out of it. Are you teasing me in some way?"
"No, it is you who is teasing me, Selene. Perhaps I made the mistake of not taking you to the night theatre first. I should have convinced you. This is fine," Xavier said, referring to his size. "It is only because it is your first time."
While Xavier wouldn’t have cared if Selene was with another man before him since he had no room to speak, Xavier liked knowing that of all men, she had not given this intimate moment to the man before him.
Selene deserved to be cared for well.
Xavier leaned down to kiss her cheek, tasting the saltiness of her tears. He remained still for a moment, giving Selene one last time to get adjusted to him before he started to move but it was hard to stay still for too long. It was an impossible task with the way she gripped him.
"I’m fine," Selene assured Xavier.
Selene shared his desperation to finally have what had been on both their minds for some time now. She wanted to feel more of him. She was ready to experience their first time together.