Chapter 280: Hope? No hope?
It has been over a month since the incident and Liam could be said to have gotten a little bit used to having two sons and of course having to take care of their fully without intending to seek help from his mother, his in laws are even his grandparents.
"Look at you. You just look like your Mama. We should be able to sing to her every single day because we want her to wake up, right?"
Liam spoke lightly as he chuckled, looking at the twin who had Jane’s eyes, and he couldn’t help but soften his expression the more he looked at both of his sons because of apart from her, for the longest time, this is one of the biggest blessings he has received till date.
If he were to be honest, fatherhood has not been good for him for the past one month because he has been suffering from and tackling depression, stress and just a lot of things at the same time and he knew that it is at that same moment that he really needed Jane, but because things happen the way they happened for the first time, he had to tackle it by himself, but God really put someone by his side and therefore any time he could feel some sense of depression trying to kick in, he could equally sense his sons trying to cheer him up.
How this happened is still unknown to him, or how his sons notice is still unknown to him. On one thing that he knows is that this gives him immense and extreme happiness.
"OK, let us get you your milk and we can get started for the day, visit mama, and then we get started for the day. Come on champs!"
Liam swiftly moved from one side of the room to the other as he came back with the prepared milk for the twins and as his darted from them to the processed and packaged milk, he couldn’t help but feel so much pain for his sons and his wife because they were going to be raised without knowing what breast milk tasted like and the nutrients it comes with, they were not going to have that first time bond with their mother, but it is play because according to him, when the time is right, may God play his part.
During this whole month Liam had equally not contacted anyone at all, not even his sister, not his brother, absolutely no one, but completely kept to himself and to his sons, an action that once again worried the big family but they did not dare interfere because they knew the Liam right now is like a sleeping lion waiting to be disturbed or to be woken up so that he can blow up.
It is not that Liam did not have the intention to talk to his parents or to talk to his family, but because he felt so hurt any time he could see them with their spouses, any time he could see them laughing, holding their kids, hearing that one particular statement the day he tried visiting them but immediately left when he overhead the laughter in the house alongside the lines of from Chloe’s baby starting to depend on one side of the breast instead of all of them. It really hurt him knowing his children are not experiencing the same and that he did not have his spouse right next to him.