Chapter 1498. Roll The Dice? 5
A natural smile flashed across his handsome face. However, no matter how one looked at it, a hint of coldness could be seen in that smile. He suddenly stood up, using his knees as support, and walked towards Qi Qiming’s bedside. Then, with one hand on the bedhead, he leaned slightly forward and whispered into Qi Qiming’s ear, “Let me tell you the truth. Although I haven’t gotten much chance to talk to you in my life, a few words now won’t hurt.
“Actually I’ve always known that you still have feelings for Wang Qin and Qi Lei. In fact, I don’t blame Wang Qin for treating me like trash. After all, she’s your first wife, and that makes Qi Lei the official son of the Qi family, so who’s Qi Feng? Who am I? I’m a nobody! Do you know that you’re really a sh*tbag? My mother was stupid, and so was Wang Qin. Both of them were out of their minds when they chose to marry or be with you. You’re not a good father, and neither were you a great husband. You see, even I’m more loyal than you. At least, I love my wife and my daughter.
“You said, ‘How could someone as outstanding as me become your son?’ You shouldn’t have given birth to me before you were ready to bear the consequences. I didn’t do so for my mother either. She was a stupid b*tch. Both of you are not worthy of being my parents.
“I’m afraid that you’ve been taking precautions against me since a long time ago, haven’t you? Who said you really care about me, your son? Didn’t you just sacrifice me in order to help your other son? As a matter of fact, I can even understand you. Ever since Wang Qin passed away, the scales in your heart have completely tilted towards Qi Lei, which of course, is normal, since he’s also your son. Without me, you still have your other son.
“Everybody else says that I am lucky because you love me. However, since I was a kid, was there anything that I’ve done that wasn’t your arrangement? Even when I came back to Qi Kai, I was only assigned as a tiny departmental director, but I don’t blame you. Newcomers always start from scratch, don’t they? I don’t have the life of Qi Lei that I can do whatever I want.”
Qi Feng flicked the cigarette ash in between his fingers and slowly stood up straight. “I remember the last time when you asked me if I did those things, the answer that you have in your heart is the truth. Father, this might be my last time calling you Father. Let’s not deceive ourselves anymore. I’m not that significant. Even I feel that I’m not important at all, so just treat me as a psychopath. If someday, you have to choose to give up either Qi Lei or me, who would you give up?” he asked with a low voice, but he did not seem to want to know the answer either.
As soon as he finished the sentence, a disdainful sneer was seen at the corners of his lip. “Actually, I can’t reconcile myself to this failure. After planning it for so long, I’ve gotten nothing in the end. Maybe this is life. It’s life, and maybe mine doesn’t look good at all no matter how hard I try to change it. I only wanted to roll the dice and make a bet, but still, I lost in the end.”
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“Survive and live well. Although I hate you, I don’t want you to die just like this. If you die now, how could you witness the downfall of the Qi Kai Group? That’s something that you’ve been proud of all your life…” Qi Feng left such a statement. He then slowly turned around and left the ward without bringing a trace of nostalgia with him.