Chapter 51
This is my 7th life.
Boom!!
I burst out of the stable with no time to ponder, filled with frustration and anger.
‘Dammit! Shit!!’
Reviving at this point isn’t surprising anymore. Having experienced rebirth over 5 times and possessing the Heavenly Tome of Dark Mysteries, I’m confident in the possibility of revival as long as I have it. However, what truly infuriates me is that fundamentally, I haven’t changed at all despite repeatedly experiencing life and death. I’ve amassed martial arts skills and knowledge, but in critical moments, my lack of patience and wisdom led to my downfall.
Currently, I harbor more disgust for myself than for the Embroidered Uniform Guards who killed me. I’m so ashamed, I want to end my life right now.
Normally, I would have eagerly sought out the Heavenly Tome of Dark Mysteries or the Millennium Ginseng upon regaining consciousness, but not this time. Overwhelmed by intense self-loathing, I headed into the woods and vomited.
“Cough! Cough! Huff…”
After retching for a while, the bitter smell of vomit rose from the ground.