A Mate For The Last Lycan

Was this the reason why she had not yet conceived yet? Zuri had done the deed a few times with Khaos, but she had not yet carried his child.

It was not like she really wanted a child. She didn’t like little children in general. They were noisy, annoying, demanding and a handful. She didn’t even know what to do with a baby. All the baby could do was crying, peeing and pooping. That was not something that Zuri would love to deal with.

However, a few times, she caught herself thinking of a baby with grey eyes, with the same mischievous smile that Khaos had and she found herself was smiling with that imaginary baby.

Therefore, the medicine in her hand weighed so heavy. The pill was hard to swallow now and instead, she threw it up. Zuri poked her throat to get the pill out of her. It could be said she was an expert of doing this.

Thanked to her mother to teach her this useful trick. It almost felt like she fell into the same old habit that she was familiar with. It was so easy.

It was so easy to vomit. It was so easy to think that the world didn’t exist. It was so easy to hurt herself. It was so easy for her to give away what she felt when no one was around to judge her.

She thought about this again.

Zuri didn’t know whether or not she wanted a child, but when she swallowed the pill, an image of a little baby with a pair of gray eyes and a mischievous smile, just like how Khaos used to see her came to her mind.

She smiled at the baby. She felt the desire to hold the little one closely. She finally could have something that belonged to her. Her baby. Hers.