Chapter 832 - 834: Up to No Good
Wang Ying didn’t ask him what exactly happened, she simply started speaking: "Every time it’s my shift to rest, I come here to sit for a while. In this hospital, every day, only these few short minutes truly belong to me."
"During this time, I don’t belong to the hospital, nor to my family. I belong only to myself. I can briefly forget those patients with pain in their eyes. After truly becoming a nurse, I realized that I don’t sincerely like this profession as a nurse."
"I finally understood that I simply liked the pure appearance of someone dressed in a white nurse’s uniform, like an angel from the sky. But now I find out it’s not like that at all, especially when you see so many people painfully leave this world, and you are powerless. You will feel that all the things in this world are illusory, and there’s nothing we can control in this world."
At that moment, Wang Ying looked so sad, Zheng Qiang noticed that Wang Ying was such a pessimistic person. The emotion of pessimism is something everyone has more or less, but some people hide it deeper, and ordinary people can’t see it, or it can only be seen at certain times.
Zheng Qiang also said: "Actually, it’s the same for doctors. Every time I see those patients full of desire to survive die on the operating table, I feel very bad too. But after experiencing such things so many times, you become numb. You will get used to it, in a few months, you’ll turn a blind eye to such things."
"I hope so, I’ve been on the verge of collapse these few months. Can you give me a cigarette? I rushed up here in such a hurry, I forgot to bring any." Wang Ying said, extending a hand towards Zheng Qiang for a cigarette.
Zheng Qiang took out a cigarette, handed it to her, and also lit it for her, then said: "It’s better to smoke less, especially for girls."
"I’m much better now, just one a day, I’m already trying my best to control it. Back in college, I smoked like crazy; I could finish a pack in two days. I don’t know what was wrong with me then. I was anxious every day, only when smoking did I feel a little better." Wang Ying said, looking at the distant skyscrapers.
"It’s about time, should we head down?" Wang Ying reminded, "Is this your first time here? Why have I never seen you here before?"