Chapter 16
I guess I just missed the girl that raised my self-esteem last night only for me to go ahead and kill it again.
I didn't care whether she was angry with me, or she hated me. All I wanted was to see her, even if I wouldn't be able to say a word. I just wanted to see her.
I took one more breath and turned to leave her room, I went straight for my room because I noticed tears had begun to well up in my eyes again.
"No! I refuse to cry again!". I said to myself as I entered the bathroom in my room. I looked in the mirror and I'm not kidding when I say this, I looked miserable!. I hated it, I hated the feeling of being miserable, being treated like I was a houseboy. Everything I have had to endure at the hands of Joyce and her sisters.
I was fed up with my life being mediocre. So I decided to take the reins and change that, do what's good for me, at least I had a upper hand on Joyce now and Esther seem to have had a U-turn, and Faith. She'll come around and if she doesn't. So be it.
"You'll be alright boy". I said to the young lad in the mirror.
I looked down at my still throbbing dick and said.
"You this man, what is wrong with you?". I was starting to wonder why I was still hard, even with how shitty I felt.
My mind was filled with all sorts of thoughts at once, the headache didn't help either. I got tired of looking at myself in the mirror and left the bathroom.