Chapter 371: Abyss (2)
*Warning - This Chapter can trigger some readers as it contains some self-harm thoughts. Please skip if uncomfortable.*
Tears plopped on her mobile screen, watching Mingshen in the award conference. Everything that he ever guessed and said about her depression came knocking in her mind. Everything that he ever warned about tightly shutting down her sorrows now was violently opening like a pandora’s box.
She thought she was slowly learning to move away from the painful past but reality harshly struck that she hadn’t moved a single step forward after all. She was there where she always was.
A little girl who saw her parents die in front of her eyes.
A little girl who had to accept the poison of her parents’ betrayal.
A little girl who knew she would have to carry this burden for the rest of her life.
The phone fell from her hands, tears gushing out of her tired, reddened eyes. Her agonizing sobs brought a gloom in the atmosphere that reflected the darkness she was slipping into. She cried and cried for a long time with no relief, with the poisonous words banging and bellowing in her mind like a storm would rip her apart.
Jia clutched her neck, her chest heaving in breathlessness. She coughed and choked as if an invisible noose squeezed around her neck. The empty room felt harrowingly horrifying and voices in her head made her gasp with dizziness.
Tears poured as she hugged herself and whispered, "Please stop this...I beg you, please stop..."
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London.