Chapter 696: Starting to remember things
It was hard and painful. Sebastian tried to connect his memories and project the image of Elliana, which fit with the image of the girl of his dreams, but it was painful. The more he thought about it, the heavier his head felt, along with the excruciating pain.
"Ah!" Sebastian growled in utter pain, blood flowing down from his nose at the kind of pressure it was putting on him.
Ella, who hadn’t expected to see this kind of reaction from her brother, immediately felt worried.
"What are you talking about? Nothing makes sense to me. But, at the same time—" Sebastian gulped.
He rushed to the diary he was reading and started rereading the entries despite the pain of Elliana’s image in his mind.
When he read the description of the girls’ smiles, he thought about Elliana’s smile. When he read about her long hair, how her touch felt so soft, and how she looked like an appetite porcelain doll he wanted to cherish, he imagined the ride with her and couldn’t help but feel his heart stopping for a second.
She had been her, and that was why he felt that kind of insane attraction to her. The moment their eyes met, he knew something was wrong with her. The way his heart skipped a beat, and he felt the spark, he thought she was seducing him.
However, how could he be so wrong? She wasn’t seducing him. She was probably here, sent by her family to remind him of the love he lost. That she was the solution to the loneliness he felt in his heart.
The more he thought about her, trying to remember everything, forcing his beast to speak out, the more he bled, but he didn’t care about that at the moment. The only thing he cared about was the fact that he needed to know everything—everything that he missed and lost.