Chapter 164: She can’t love the devil. She shouldn’t
He was restless. From the moment Elliana left the room, he couldn’t think straight.
"Aaaa!!" Sebastian growled in sheer anger as he kicked the stone far into the distance.
He knew he couldn’t stay in the Inn with the amount of anger he was feeling at the moment.
She was hurt. He could see that. He could feel it in his bones. The way her eyes teared up, and she smiled through tears, Sebastian could see it all.
It would’ve been okay if she had slapped him, hated him, or just ignored him or shouted at him to take out her sadness and frustrations, but the way she looked at him, still smiling like nothing was wrong, like she deserved it all, like she expected it to happen to her, that was what more frustrating to him.
How could she?! How could she think of being normal with him even after this? How could she act like he wasn’t a monster and that she wasn’t supposed to have him? Why did she have to like him? Like a devil like him that only brings darkness to the world.
What the f*ck was wrong with her head.
Sebastian snarled before punching a tree, making it fall to the ground.
This was making him insane. He needed to take out his anger on something.
After punching a few more trees when he still couldn’t feel his anger anywhere near subsidizing, he walked to the lake and jumped into it, closing his eyes underwater.
As he stayed under the water, the memories of the past, of that doomed day, started echoing and playing in his head like a movie reel.