Chapter 438: ◙ GET OFF ME ◙
Chapter 44
"But I don’t think that something will change even if I told you to stop. Because I am not just enough for you, and you need somebody to fulfill what I am lacking." Yanarym voiced cracked, Spencer wanted to hold her but he was afraid that she would be disgusted at him. "I am not enough for you, Spencer."
"That’s not true." Spencer abruptly replied. She shook his head.
"Am I wrong?" She glared at him as if she was saying that he’s a liar. He tried thinking, going back if she told him not to cheat, not to have sex with other women. Will he stop? He doesn’t know. Because she’s right, he felt unfulfilled with her. He felt empty being with her. So, he tried to look for that missing thing to give him the feeling he was searching for.
"You are wrong." He murmured because he didn’t want to admit it. Yanarym sobbed and wiped her tears away.
"I guess, I’m not... -a woman is no different from a man. Do you expect that I cannot like someone else other than you? You can have one or two things that dissatisfy me too. And I can love someone else too, I can play in bed with some other men too."
"Women can do what men can do. But I am not that kind of woman, I’m a person who chooses to be faithful with one person."
"You should have told me, Rym..." he said, Spencer didn’t want to take the blame. It’s overwhelming... "That was your fault, you should have told me that you don’t like it. You should have told me how you felt!"
Bullshit! Yanarym screamed in her head.
"Don’t say that to me, you were cheating on me, straight on my face, Spencer. That alone hurts a lot, and you want me to point out that to you? You want me to tell you that you’re crashing my dignity, for what? To stop you from being adulterous?" She pressed her lips and pointed at him. "It’s your job as my partner to say NO to temptations! It’s your obligation to take into consideration my opinion and take care of me! It’s your responsibility not to break my heart!"
"I like Hansel, I like him a lot. He’s not like you. He always makes me feel enough, wanted, and deserving."