Book 9: Chapter 47
Mommy Vyvyan truly makes one addicted and gives them the desire to indulge.
Her body was soft, warm and very familiar. Every inch of it made it so nice to be embraced by her. It was so nice that my mind almost blanked out. My initial resistance and sadness completely vanished once Mom hugged me and kissed me. As a matter of fact, I lost all of my conscious thoughts.
We were comparable to animals in heat. Mom clung to me as if she was an octopus. I have no idea how long we were locked in with each other that night, but we only released each other and fell asleep, because we were spent.
Mom’s hand and mine were tightly locked together when I was totally spent. I don’t know what I was thinking. In fact, I didn’t want to remember what I just did. I thought that I’d feel disgusted and depressed after doing the deed, but I was astound to discover that I didn’t react in any particular way.
It was though I just did it with Nier and as if the one I just embraced with was Lucia. It was as though I was with my wife.
“Now, all is well, Son.”
Mom held my hand and gently stroked my face. With a smile, she said, “Just treat it as a dream, Son. Mommy needs your mana. Mommy really needs your mana right now. This child has already absorbed too much of Mommy’s mana. If the anthropoids come at this time, Mommy may not have enough mana to cast spells… Mommy would’ve been able to continue hiding it if the anthropoids didn’t come around, but now, Mommy… can’t hide it anymore…”
“Wait… what… child…?”
“Nothing. Son, sleep for a bit. Get some good rest. Just consider it a dream. Mommy won’t disturb your life or ask you to do anything… Mommy does everything Mommy does for you, because you are Mommy’s son. Mommy can do anything for you as long as you can be happy… Mommy loves you… Honest… Mommy… loves you far too much…”