Book 1: Chapter 21 (Uncensored)
I laid my fork and knife down, placed a hand on my forehead and let out a long sigh.
How annoying.
How god damn annoying.
No, I’m not annoyed by what happened today or the fact that mom lectured me after I came back.
It’s just that my body was burning up. Well, I wasn’t feeling hot, but it felt like my organs were warmer than my skin. It’s the disgusting sensation where you feel really hot inside but can’t do anything about it. The sensation was a physical annoyance, not an emotional one. My whole body felt really uncomfortable while my head was filled with thoughts of losing control and violence. I wanted to smash the table to bits.
My head just randomly started hurting without any prior symptoms. I was fine during the day, but I think it was around the start of the evening that I started feeling a little dizzy. I didn’t pay much attention to it when it began but now it’s throbbing. It feels like someone is attacking my head with an awl.
It was really uncomfortable. My body was burning up, my head was hurting, I felt dizzy and I had no appetite. It felt like my body was trying to expel everything inside my body. I felt extremely sick all-over. My heart was racing so fast I could hear it beating like a heavy downpour.
My veins felt like they were going to pop. This burning sensation inside and retched feeling where nothing comes out when I try to regurgitate is so uncomfortable.
Mom’s worried eyes looked over as she asked: “What’s wrong my son?”