Chapter 641-The Dirty Talk
Helanie:
"How are you holding up?" I asked Gavin, my eyes constantly getting filled with tears. I never want to be in his position ever. Losing the person you love the most can be the end of someone’s life, dreams and hopes.
"I don’t know. You know how when you close your eyes you see the fact of the person you love? Except it is whenever I blink for me," he uttered, his eyes moving towards the sky and a single tear rolled down the corner of his eye.
"Just a few days ago, she was with me, Helanie. We were closer than ever. We marked each other and were just happy. I wish I hadn’t let her go that night. I wish!" he sighed as his voice broke and I swallowed my tears.
"I want to work for you," Gavin whispered.
We sat out on the balcony after everyone else had fallen asleep. Jenny and Lamar kept their distance from each other. I could tell they didn’t want Gavin to be reminded of his mate. But he would only remember if he ever forgot. For now, he couldn’t think about anything or anyone else.
"What do you mean?" I asked Gavin gently.
"I can’t be a part of this pack anymore. I want to go rogue, and I want you to help me out. I want to become a warrior for the rogue king Brothers. Since I’m already part of the academy, I’m halfway there in terms of knowledge and strength. I want to fight the X Codex, Helanie. I need to do it. That’s my only mission in life now," he said, swallowing back his tears.
I couldn’t hide mine.