Chapter 66: Chaotic
Chapter 66: Chaotic
"Let you hear the sounds of waves
To let you hear the voice I made..."
Han Suwen is really a perfect fit for this theme, just like wearing one’s own clothing. Unlike He Yan’s group, because He Yan doesn’t have an experience of being in love, no matter how much he tried empathizing or imitating, it cannot conjure real and deep emotions. While Han Suwen seems to be the real mermaid who also felt the agony inside him.
Qin An stared at the young man. From what he heard from occasional gossips around him, Han Suwen is an illegitimate child from a wealthy family. Because his mother is a mistress and his job was from prostitution, he was treated unfairly, fully living his life in shadow and prejudice. From this point of view, it’s like an unwanted child having the agony of being neglected and abandoned by everyone waiting for someone who’ll pull him from this darkness.
However... Qin An feels the latter didn’t need such affection. This Han Suwen is good at controlling his emotions to his advantage. He’s keen in manipulation and schemes, someone who’s clear how to advance and retreat in every occasion.
Just like now, Han Suwen ’used’ this experience to gather himself up and whether he himself knows if the agony and despair he’s been expressing is real or not.
Like someone who’s too used to wearing a mask to survive.
"Listen to the sounds of wave