Chapter 1184: I’m Not Afraid of Death, I’m Afraid of Being Abandoned
"But, you know what? To me, being abandoned is worse than death."
Shi Qian’s voice was so fragile. This was what she was most afraid of and most unwilling to admit.
"When I was young, I sat on the steps in front of the door and waited for my father. I knew that he wouldn’t be coming back, but I was still stubborn and unwilling to give up. I couldn’t understand why my father didn’t come home. I looked forward to him coming back after work every day like other fathers. Later, I realized that my mother and I had been abandoned by him."
"The day Mom and I left Yun Cheng, the weather was so cold and it was snowing heavily. I even asked Mom if we could stay. I wanted to be with my father."
"Mom told me that I won’t have a father anymore. That he didn’t want us anymore."
"Fu Sinian, you don’t want me anymore?"
Fu Sinian’s heart had already shattered into pieces. He didn’t know that his protection of her had become abandonment to her. He really wanted to slap himself hard!
"That day, Gu Xi came to look for me. I asked about her and Rong Zhan. They only became official really late. Rong Zhan must have his concerns. I admire Gu Xi’s bravery very much. Her goal is very clear. She wanted Rong Zhan! She wouldn’t stop until she got him. I admit that I don’t have her courage."