I will marry you in a thousand years

Zhen'er and Haozhen were sitting together in the rockery in the back garden. Haozhen said nothing, but just swayed his body rhythmically while humming an unknown tune.

Zhen'er looked at Haozhen, who had a serious face and frowned, and asked, "Tianhao, are you worried? Why do you always hum endless sorrow in the music you sing? It makes people feel sad when they hear it?"

Haozhen seemed to be making a choice, and asked Zhen'er tentatively, "Zhen'er, do you believe what I said?"

Zhen'er nodded and said, "Yes, of course I believe it."

Haozhen said, "Zhen'er, I'm afraid that what I'm going to tell you will scare you, but I feel very uncomfortable holding it in my heart. I always want to find someone close to me to tell the secret in my heart."

Zhen'er looked at Haozhen with a little worry and said, "Tianhao, are you okay? Don't scare me."

Haozhen grabbed Zhen'er's hand, and Zhen'er's body felt like it was electrocuted. She struggled back slightly, but Haozhen held it tighter. Zhen'er gave up the meaningless struggle and let Haozhen hold it. In fact, she was not against Haozhen holding her hand. In these days, she often hoped that Haozhen could be like now, like the first day of his temperament change, pressing on her, greedily grabbing the sweet saliva from her mouth, wantonly caressing her breasts, and loudly asking her if she liked him. Sometimes, she often questioned herself, whether she was born to be lewd, why did she think about these things? She secretly told her thoughts to Mother Hu, which made Mother Hu laugh so hard that she was out of breath. Mother Hu told her that she had fallen in love with Haozhen. When a woman lets the only man in the world "do whatever he wants", she has fallen in love with him.

Yes, Zhen'er knew that she had fallen deeply in love with Haozhen. She was willing to do anything for Haozhen. Whatever Haozhen said or did, as long as he told her it was true, she would believe it.

Haozhen gently patted Zhener's hand and said, "Zhener, wait for me here."