Chapter 57: Alcohol (1)
I didn't know what came over me. After leaving Adilun's room and returning to my own, I grabbed my head with my hand and squeezed it tightly.
'Crazy. What crazy thing I just did.'
Normal people wouldn't grab someone's wrist tightly and asked if it was okay to attack them.
If I hadn't calmed my mind with extreme patience, I would have already attacked Adilun. And our relationship would have been ruined.
I was glad I was able to hold back.
I already love her deeply, so if she looked at me with contemptuous eyes again, I couldn't have endured it any longer.
In my head, I kept picturing Adilun coming out of the bath with her reddened shoulders and face.
The sight of her wet hair slightly clinging to her skin was even more alluring than usual... ...Captivated by that enchanting figure, I had no choice but to keep following it in my head.
If anyone saw me, they would have no words for my lewd and obscene behavior. I was ashamed to face Adilun.
After barely calming down my agitated mind and body, I began to think about tomorrow's schedule. Since the tea time of the princesses was scheduled, the men would have no choice but to play around.
So there was no need for me to go out. If I encountered anyone casting dirty eyes toward Adilun, there would be another accident.
Anyway, I had shown my face enough at the social gathering, and since I could mostly grasp what the female nobles thought of Adilun, I had no intention of getting involved with them for the time being.