Chapter 40: Sure (1)
[Physis's POV]
I opened my eyes. it was too vivid to be only a dream that I had because I was drunk and felt dirty.
What it said kept repeating over and over in my head.
[You don't know what she likes or what makes her happy, none of it... ...You didn't even try to find out.]
It was bitter, but it was true.
On the subject of wishing her well, I knew nothing about her. It wasn't just that; I didn't even tell her about myself or how I felt. I just skipped over it and matched her words with a good attitude.
Of course, that alone could have eased Adilun's heart to some extent. but... ...None of the essential problems had been resolved, and she could not help but feel anxious.
After knowing what the problem was, I could see why she had been anxious and reluctant to see me lately.
'Adilun has yet to gain confidence in me.'
When I thought of the violence I had shown and the insults I had spoken directly to her... ... It would be strange to be convinced so easily.
Suddenly, my eyes widened, and I was lost in thought.
Unanswered questions kept circling my head, and I lost confidence in myself.