Sins Of Her Venom

- Kathrine Andrews: ( Song of the Chapter: High enough by k-flay)

I can’t believe Glyndon just barged into the school showers today, at school. The audacity of that girl. She pisses me off. So much.

Yes, she makes me feel good. And as much as she satisfies me and makes me feel... happy to be around her... Sometimes, she pisses me off even more.

How stupid can she be? She wants me, but she doesn’t want to admit she is not straight. She wants me, but she does not want to come out. She wants me, but only in the dark, only in secret, only behind closed doors where no one else can see.

She wants me but she still wants everyone to think she is straight, that she is normal, that she isn’t sinning.

I will never be anyone’s dirty little secret.

I deserve more. I deserve to be loved in public. I deserve to be with someone who knows my worth. I deserve someone who would proudly tell the entire world that they love me.

I rode my motorcycle back home after school was over, the wind whipping against my skin, but no matter how fast I went, no matter how much I tried to let the speed clear my mind, she was still there.

Glyndon Walton.

The girl who bullied me for years. The girl who called me slurs. The girl who tormented me with her friends just for existing.

And the girl who kissed me like she wanted to devour me.