Chapter 66: Amusing His Feelings
(TYLER)
It’s difficult to think straight. I need to savour his attention; he’ll soon take it away and I need to remember every little detail. I press my nose to his skin and inhale his scent. It is imprinted in my soul. I can’t begin to imagine how I’ll be without him. I’m going to feel so lost.
Somewhere along the lines, the resentment I have fizzles out. Something sprouts in its place. I’m not sure whether it is attachment or fondness.
I don’t understand why, but now when I’m seeing the alpha that’s straddling me, watching him trail kisses all over my body, I don’t see the asshole mafia rogue who pisses me to infinity. I don’t even see the entitled Sasha who forced me into this arrangement with no option but death had I refused his offer.
I just see Sasha.
The guy who’s struggling to understand me but I refuse to let him. The guy who forgives me no matter how much of a nuisance I am to him. The guy who got me from that dump and gave me a better life. The guy that can’t be doing all this just because it is an arrangement.
His big body covers my lithe frame, just the way that I like. I chase his full lips when he pulls away from me. Blood pumps rapidly to my aching cock. Sasha’s eyes drop to it then back to mine. He lets out a ragged breath.
"Turn around," he growls, his voice hoarse and commanding.
My hole is now literally clenching with need. I obey and plant my elbows on the mattress. I can barely think of anything now aside from him being inside of me. I’m officially addicted to him, to this new distraction of the chaos whirling up inside my head.
Sasha moves up behind me and his dick is already jamming me in the ass. He hums, and I gasp. He runs his hands on my sides and seals himself to me, pressing light kisses on my back. I feel his arms move, stroking his cock before he swirls his thumb around my rim, making it slippery with my slick. I’m so impatient. I feel like I need him inside me right this minute or I’m gonna die.
"You’re primed and ready for me, baby?" he whispers, stuffing a finger inside me and I purr. "Looks like you are."