Chapter 69: It’s just being pretentious to me
Dongwoo realized a lot of things after calming down and taking a stroll.
His past, as disgusting and horrible to look at for the average man, didn’t seem to affect the twins’ attitude towards him. In any case, it only prompted them to get physical with him.
It was like they had seen the go-ahead they needed before attempting to cross a line with him.
’Was it because they knew I was gay? Was that why they did all those things to me?’ he thought, clenching the shirt around his chest. ’Or was it all out of the feelings they had for me? In the first place, where did those feelings come from? And for how long?’
He didn’t know how to answer those questions and definitely wouldn’t be able to do it alone either. The best way would be to approach them about this topic but... He was scared.
They say fear doesn’t always need a reason to be present and although that may be true, one would still need a trigger for that fear.
Avoiding the twins wouldn’t help much. Well, it certainly didn’t do anything in the long run. After avoiding them for three days straight, it only ended up backfiring.
’Though, not truly thankful for it, I got to know they are aware of my past thanks to it.’ he thought and rubbed the corner of his neck. ’I guess, I should probably apologize for going haywire on them and avoiding them too. I should hear what they have to say before getting mad unnecessarily. I might’ve scared them.’
He looked up at the sky and sighed.
’I guess it’s time to face the music.’
He finally let out his hand to flag a cab and went on his way.