Chapter 42: A hot mess
[WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. NOT APPROPRIATE FOR MINORS.]
Until now, Fil found sex quite a mystery.
Before meeting Jackson, she never thought of standing naked in front of another. Even the thought of her wedding night with Vincent was enough to make her nervous. It wasn’t like she didn’t know what sex was like. She knew the basics: get naked and allow the partner to touch private places.
She would be lying that Fil didn’t feel scared or nervous the first time she did it with Jackson. It was the reason she made up a lot of excuses, running to the bathroom to gather her thoughts. Much to her surprise, the nervousness and the shame she felt initially would disappear once in action.
That night, she eventually lost concern about which part of her body this man touched. Or kissed. Or licked. If anything, she wanted him to touch her more.
It was the same right now.
Despite the place they were in, she didn’t want him to stop. The shame, nervousness, and fear of being caught disappeared from her mind completely. All she could think of was the building-up tension in her body and the sensational phenomenon she was in.
She wanted more.
’How can this feel so good?’she wondered, clasping Jackson’s hair as he licked her clitoris while his finger went in and out of her. ’I think I’m going crazy.’
A whimper slipped past her lips, making her cover her mouth with the back of her hand. She felt mentally and physically weak, yet she wanted more. Her body was burning and it would continue to do so if he continued, making her desperate for him.
"Jack," she called under her breath once more.