Chapter 6: Abnormal Freak
Ash's pov ;
I returned to my apartment, and throughout the way, I was just cursing that bastard. He has really lost his mind.
But when he asked, "How many have you slept with since leaving me, huh?"
I couldn't hold myself back from slapping him across the face. His words hurt me deeply because he accused me of sleeping with no one but my own friend, Noah.
He's just a cheap-minded person. How can he think so poorly of me and accuse me of having an affair when all along, I was loyal to him and he was the one who cheated on me?
I have never loved someone like I loved him, and still love him. No one can compare to him, not in a million years.
The pain of him thinking so inadequately of me makes me miserable. And even though we have separated, his words still affect me.
I wanted to get rid of this love for him, but it doesn't seem to be happening. And today when our bodies touched, his skin against mine, my heart ached, and desire rushed through me.
I hated it. I'm pathetic because I couldn't get over him. I don't understand what part of him I'm so obsessed with that no matter what he does...I can't seem to let him go.
Maybe because only he has the power to tame me, only he could keep me from completely going insane. A part of me that I never want to encounter again.
How can I feel like this, and how can I not forget him when he was so cold to me? He hates me and keeps ruining my life, yet my heart is still yearning for him.