Chapter 191: The Final Decision
" Nothing", she coughed as she spoke, "Just a weird dream. This guy who I’m not sure who it was but he seemed familiar. He was crying for his lover... He was in so much pain that even I felt it", she smiled and Shengli couldn’t bear to look at her distant eyes anymore and hugged her again.
"It’s fine... It’s okay... I’m here!... Alright, I’m here... Don’t cry anymore", he patted her back.
Xing who was actually crying in the dream felt her emotions change when she woke up and she wasn’t actually sad anymore.
"I’m fine", she patted Shengli’s back as she could feel him trembling. "That dream was like a memory... I’m really fine".
"Maybe it was because the memory suppression seal was broken, she is getting her memory back", Bai Li who had entered with Shengli answered.
"Really...? Memory suppression spell... ", Shengli snorted with a tinge of mockery mixed with an accusing glare . Xing who was still in his arms could feel the coldness he was emitting, "Why? Why are you people doing this to her? Why can’t you just leave her alone?", his voice held that accusative tone and the coldness in his eyes made even Bai Li shut up. He then turned at Xing and cupped her cheeks in his hands,
"Xing! Forget everything that had happened in the past two months... You know what.. It doesn’t matter if you forget it not... Let’s leave! Let’s leave this wretched place... I’m sorry for suggesting you to become the Empress... Let’s go far away... You don’t have to stay here.. Gods..? Let them figure out theri problems by themselves... Others...? Why must we care? You don’t have to Obey to their every commands, you still have me right? Let’s leave! Come on, get up! Let them find someone else ", he stood up and pulled her hand.
He was serious. He felt like nothing matters anymore when she is suffering. How could they treat her like some toy they are playing with? Altering memories, forcing her to do things she does not want to... Leaving her in wretched places with perverts.. Is she not a human?
Shengli looked at her who still had an indifferent look as if she had given up on everything good for herself and he sighed and pulled her towards the door.
"But we cannot... Not now.. I should do what I have to do and then if you still want this disgusting, useless piece of trash, then you can... "
"You’ll be hunted like animals. You won’t want such life", Bai Li interjected Xing who was speaking in a nonchalant tone and he was panicked a little.
Disgusting..? Useless? Where is it all coming from? Shengli’s heart broke.