Chapter 113: I want to Marry Cedric
Ch-112
"Step inside. I will massage you," Cedric said.
Eleanor opened her mouth to say something but she closed it. Removing the bathrobe, she revealed her undergarments. She soaked inside the bathtub, earlier she took out her dried panties and bra and wore them. She knew that Cedric would try to take advantage of her during the bath and see how was asking her to massage her. A lone tear slid down her eye but she didn’t let Cedric see it. Cedric wanted to tease her but her silence was making him uncomfortable. How did he wish he could just open her head and see what was going inside her mind?
And her earlier odd question looked like a warning to him. He played cards carefully. Even though his woman acts silly in front of him, he knew what she was capable of. That can be said from the way she handled Amelia Parkinson’s situation. She will preserve any kind of hardship till she gets a satisfying result.
Eleanor soaked in the tub and leaned at the end of the tub. Cedric used essential oils to massage her. Eleanor has to say he was doing his best to get rid of her sore muscles and body. She felt nothing again.
"You know..." Eleanor started.
"When my company went into bankruptcy. No one helped us, but many came to me for the sake of my body. But the irony is they were the same people who loved me and said they could give me a better life than Jacob can give. I used to turn them down. But we know life is a boomerang. They came back to me saying that if I sleep with them for one night, they would give me money. I used to feel scared of men and combined with it... after Jacob got married.... These things increased. I was harassed mercilessly but I stood strong hoping that my brother would wake up and help me.
"But you came into my life. You let me feel all the alien emotions in my body and brain. When we were in Rubyforth country... We almost did that. I was too shocked when I realized what had happened to me and what I did. I am surprised at my behavior. Despite your shameless behavior, a part of me said that you are a good person. And I believed it because... my heart never lies to me.
"And you know... I was happy that you turned out to be my senior. At that time, I liked you but it was for a short extent and my world is filled with Jacob. And your existence got wiped from my heart. And you know... there was no single trace except for a faint memory.
"When we met again, all the buried feelings came out alive. Every action of you made me fall for you. But at the memory of Jacob, I used to deny my feelings and myself that I had against you. But... you broke the bottleneck perfectly.
"I openly started liking you. I even confessed to you openly but again... I have so many insecurities. But you broke them. I loved and cherished every minute with you. But despite all my feelings, I said nothing to you.
"Because... I thought actions speak louder than words. I tried to show my feelings through actions. But in the end, I realized that... just like others you lust me. You couldn’t wait even if I am hungry, sore, or in pain.
