Chapter 68: Eleanor’s Acceptance (1)
"Eleanor..." Myna called out.
Myna could clearly see that this woman really has some affection for him. Instead of running away, she should directly hit it off with him. But this silly girl is suffering from herself both mentally and physically. Myna felt hopeful when she saw that Cedric was standing beside her, like a strong pillar. From the start, she was rooting for them... if not, she wouldn’t let them even meet. Given Cedric’s perverted behavior she knew her little innocent sister couldn’t stand him. But this man was really too good for her. And as the generous friend, it’s her part to play cupid between them.
"Hmm?" Eleanor was yanked back into reality when she heard Myna called her.
"You know what?" She started.
"Hmm?" Eleanor gave a confused look to her.
"Sometimes we feel too insecure about ourselves and lose the things that are precious to us. We think that we can hold them only if we become strong enough for them. So, stupidly we leave the love of our lives and chase somewhere and strive for somewhere just to be together with them. But... don’t you think it’s too stupid. Hmm?"
"You are leaving the person you love just because you are not compatible with him or her because you think you are not strong enough to protect your partners. Do you think your partners are animals or beasts? To the point, they won’t allow you to grow up by their side?"
"If you want to be strong enough for your partner... then you have to be at his side and face his struggles with him. And you have to let him know your struggles to face them with him. Why do you need to face it all alone and leave him alone? That’s the most stupid thing."
"And we think ourselves as saints, saying to ourselves that he or she deserves better, I should leave him or her. If they deserve better, they will know it. They don’t need your reminder to know they deserve better!"
"Yeah... you may say you are out of his circle, expectations and blah blah blah.... When there are many thousands of beautiful women here, he or she only picks you. Because they only want you. If they want someone else, they won’t even come for you."