Chapter 6: Soccer, Suffering, and Single Moms
Chapter 6
The weekend finally arrived again, bringing with it an early Saturday morning soccer game. I stared at my ceiling, questioning whether attending the game was even worth it. The enthusiasm I once had for these simple childhood activities had drastically faded, replaced by a dread of needs to play with a bunch of twelve years old kids.
With a heavy sigh, I pulled myself out of bed, trudging slowly into the kitchen, where Alan was already sipping his coffee and flipping through the newspaper. He looked up with his usual cheerful smile, oblivious to my internal struggle.
"Morning, Jake! Ready for your soccer game?"
I hesitated briefly, glancing at the floor. "Dad, do I really need to go?"
Alan looked surprised, concern creasing his forehead. "What do you mean? You love soccer. Are you feeling okay?"
I forced a casual shrug, trying not to worry him. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just not feeling as excited about it as before."
Alan set the newspaper down, giving me his full attention. "Jake, is something bothering you? You used to look forward to these games."
"Nothing's wrong, Dad," I assured him quickly, guilt tugging at me for dampening his enthusiasm. "I guess I'm just growing out of it."
Alan nodded slowly, clearly confused but trying to be supportive. "Well, growing up is normal, Jake, but let's give it a shot today. Who knows—you might still enjoy it."
