Chapter 175: It’s because I like Hyung’s touch
"I insist."
I held a serious gaze and hoped he would see how serious I was.
I know I said I would push a little harder and give up so we don’t have to end up in the most awkward situation but my gut feeling was telling me that if I left Ki-hoon like this, if I left him to take care of his erection by himself and walk away, the mood between us would take a turn.
I’m not sure if it’s for the worse or for better but it definitely couldn’t be for better after I had been rejected multiple times while trying to offer my help.
’The dynamic will change.’ I thought. ’He’ll think he owes me just because he rejected me and would never be able to convince himself that it was alright to touch or kiss me from now on. He’ll be caged in his own insecurity and uncertainty after rejecting me."
While it was good that he had a good heart and was rejecting me for my own good, because he felt I wasn’t ready yet, it’s still a fact that he’s pushing away his partner’s continuous advance, if at all he sees me as his partner.
What right would he have to lay his hand on the partner he rejected?
You understand what I mean, right?
So, I decided to prevent something like that from happening.
And to do that, I had to go through with this.
’Ugh, I didn’t know I would push this far.’
