Chapter 182: We are just two idiots in love
I grabbed the cushion with both hands, and slammed it hard on his face.
"Sweetheart--"
I swung the cushion back and slammed it on his side, again and again and again. "How! Could you! Do this! To me!" I hit him after every word I screamed off, feeling my eyes heating and my body shivering.
Natha just sat there looking at me with widened eyes as I hit him over and over again. What--did he think I wouldn’t get angry?! Did he think I would get all sappy?!
"Do you know how hard it is for me all this time?! Do you know how confused I am about everything because you resembled the doctor so much?!"
I poured every frustration, agitation, and anxiety that I had been feeling for the past six months into my arms that swung the cushion. At some point, the cushion was ripped from the metal cuff and chains on Natha’s outfit and his horns, sending feathers scattering all over us.
"Val--"
"How could you say nothing?!" I screamed at him, simply discarding the ripped cushion and grabbing another one as a new weapon. "Do you know how hard it is for me, feeling guilty because I thought I’m deceiving you?!"
I raised the cushion high, but my eyes were getting blurry and my body was getting tired from everything that happened today. I was mentally exhausted and before I knew it, I was crying loudly.
"Swe--sweetheart..."
I cried even louder when he grabbed my body, which was slumping down to the floor. I was a mess. My mind was a mess, even though things had become clearer. But like a dam, everything that I had been keeping inside was pouring out. The tears that I had promised not to shed gushing out unbidden.