Chapter 54: The Undeliverable Express XII (above)
Your reasoning tells you that the master is the expert in delivery, and that you should ask him for help.
But your heart just wants to find someone who can believe your inner misery and spill it out.
Since you've been caught in the time loop, you've spent every day as if it were an ordinary day, saving this and helping that, while you seem to be going nowhere and seeing no hope.
Those who know you today will forget you tomorrow.
The person you save today becomes a responsibility that you carry on your shoulders all the time tomorrow.
You are not an emotional person, and you don't know where this feeling of exhaustion and loss comes from, but you know that Master, who is as pragmatic as you are, is certainly not an emotional person either.
So you decide to pluck up the courage, go and talk to the cat litter lady and see if you can get some ideas.
You went out early in the morning again and for the nth time you brought breakfast to the elderly homeless, called the homeless shelter on the corner, then had a quick breakfast and went to the office.
As usual, the master complimented you on your positive first official day at work and then loaded the car for you personally.