Chapter 50: The Undeliverable Express IX (above)
You've never had a saviour complex, and even when you're stuck in a time loop, you never want to save the world, you just see it as a few extra days in your long life and try to make the best of each one.
You will help an elderly person simply because you don't want to see them suffer, and it makes you think of your own elders.
But you never realise that a single act that you do on a whim can really change a person's life.
You are bewildered and helpless, not understanding the meaning of the cycle of time that God has made for you.
Was it to save the cat litter lady who was hurt by the air conditioning man?
Or to save this elderly homeless man who fainted on the road due to low blood sugar triggered by hunger?
How can you shoulder the heavy burden of so many people's lives when you are still treading on thin ice when you are carrying the burden of your own?
"What's wrong with you? Is it because you know that old man from earlier?"
When someone sees you sitting on the side of the road in a daze, they nudge you, "If you know her, why are you still sitting here? Find out which hospital they've taken you to, and go and see!"